late night out
okay! random entry. was grumpy on the way home, snapped at anyone who was cheery. haha i was baaaad i know. caffeine has worn out lahh. had a superb two hour badminton session late evening, then headed for dim sum supper. now sitting alone enjoying the early moments of sunday. peace and quiet.today wasnt qte productive. it's sick to live each day by the lists of things done and things to do. the way i'm spending my last few days of being 15 is damn sad. let me go back to the time when we were saying, "wah, sec4s so scary! lucky our Os next year." my 15th year in this world totally rocked lahh. sixteen is looming. i'm not prepared pls!
this week. track finals. moments of pride and heartache. yet another last event for us. last sports day, last performance, last nationals. right. shant get all weepy and crapp. there are things to look forward to. there are. there are. self-delusion threatens to take over laughter as the best medicine. (:
the smashes are taking their toll on my right arm. i've overshot the time i've set to spend online again. drats. i'll make a resolution abt that next year. off for now, all ready for dreamland.
/ I bring you into court to preach my order and you know that you overstepped the border
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